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Standing Overtime: My Daughter is Sick and Constantly Fussy

I guess every time's gonna be okay. But, I'm not sure. There are several moments that make me collapse. When is it? Yeah, it was while my child was sick. On those days, especially at night, I often have no sleep, like yesterday until today. My third child was sick. She got a high temperature, coughing, and had a cold. Automatically, she doesn't sleep on her bed. So, I must carry her up. While I carried her up and felt she had slept, I tried to hold onto her bed, but she accidentally woke up. Thus, I had to get her up again until the day after. It's been a long time, I must stand and go around my house. Was I tired? Absolutely, but for the sake of my love, my child, I had to do my best until she got well. I usually stand for a long time during my activities in my ex-office. I have had to stand since I started teaching.

Let's Routinely Check Eye Health!

Eye health is essential for this life.  With healthy eyes, we can feel safe at every opportunity. We can more believe in the choices way to someplace. But, not at all agree with my principal choice. There is somebody who chooses not to come to ophthalmologists. The reason is they afraid to know about the changed size of glasses. Even though, It can damage other people. For example, if they use glasses of the wrong size, it will disturb people around them. Notably, they are trusted to drive vehicles, especially at night. Thus, please be aware of our environment and more concerned with eye health. Let's go to ophthalmologists soon near our houses normally once a year.  I'm sorry, I have to remembering you about this because I just had an unpleasant experience. The person who drove me like that phenomenon is people who don't care about eye health.  

The Raging Period of Weaning

Weaning is heavy for most mothers, especially those whose child is still significantly dependent on their mom when it's time to wean. For example, the child must drink from the mom's breast. Moreover, there is no other choice for our child other than breastfeeding breast milk like my third daughter. She didn't like formula milk at all. I have tried some ways to encourage my daughter for getting artificial milk. I started by buying many forms of nipples and bottles. But, it was not a solution. Moreover, my third daughter is so near to me. For two years, I didn't go anywhere because of calamity, Covid-19. So, I felt confused about weaning her.

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me ease and fluent things. The process of weaning started on Mei 14, 2022 in the morning. That day made my strong intention to not wean again. In fact, I felt tired physically and mentally. About physically tired, could be seen by my new habit in the night every accompanying my daughter in her sleep. As usual, before, I just stand by in sleeping conditions while breasting. For the first-night starting weaning, it didn't happen anymore. I had to assail their assault about her want for getting breastmilk again. I had to bear it since then. If I gave up, It would be a loser and we had to start again on another occasion.

The days before, I read a pedestrian's post on Instagram. In fact, it was very helpful in giving me the motivation to wean my daughter soon. My daughter's birthday is Maret 11, 2020. So, I should start weaning from the same date in 2022, two years after her born day. And it could be real because of my weak motivation. Everyone around me just asked me to wean but did not give me help. I was alone fighting. It was so freaking me out.

I gave thanks to the pedestrian. Finally, I got brave to stop the weaning session. Below, I attached a picture of the weaning process. It looked so heartwarming. She slept on my sling.

Source: Self Document. 2022

Every now and then he wakes up and looks for breasts. Then, I talk to her to give an attention that it was not time to drink breastmilk anymore. I gave her my warm hug again and again. Actually, I was crying in deep at times. But, I had to be strong in front of her. The way which I choose was I prepare mineral water and UHT milk on the table. I also take tomato, food which she likes to eat every day. Indeed, she didn't like the formula milk because she couldn't drink from the bottle with a nipple. She only could drink by sucking from a straw-like picture below.

 Source: Self Document. 2022 

The last, I also provided fun shows she likes. I wish the reader of my blog will get inspiration and motivation to wean their children at the right time.

What a Depression Day!

I called the days with theirs label. For me, today is the horrible one. Only for me, not for the people around me. I saw a very wide laugh between them. It made me live in a contrast life. There is loneliness in the crowd. What a weird person! Why can't I feel their feelings? In the same time, in the different senses. 

It's been a long time. I'm still here to feel the same feeling, not changes. Just changing position and it couldn't be comfortable feeling. I want to quit from the acts. I can't pretend by presenting actions that don't match how I feel. I can't be a hypocrite. I just act and act based on what I believe.

It's like a trap. To be honest, I used to run away from the harsh reality. In fact, I was running from one harsh reality to another. Now I think why should I run? If stay quiet and run will be the same, I prefer to be silent. At least, it didn't tire me out.

Realistic Dreams

Everyone has something to fight for. There is a dream, a goal in their life. It's about the art of living a life. I have a dream and I really fight for it. But, not for all my dreams. There are two kinds of dream: the dream which is can be realized and vice verza. Let me ignore my dreams which can't be realized. Let me focus to my realistic dreams.

Only in Solo

Since I born, I just living life in Solo. Only in Solo. But, that didn't mean never leave Solo. Solo is my final destiny. There are my parents there. I promise to take care of them until death do us apart. I don't know who will dead first. As I know, death knows no age. 

In fact, I always live in Solo was not my desire. My father ask me to get education dan work just in this city. I didn't know why about his order. But, I had to obey the policy. Really heavy at first. Add more, there were ridicules from the big family. However, it's funny nowadays. In my thirty age and over, I can go home to meet my daddy and my mommy whenever I want. Thank you.