Realistic Dreams

Everyone has something to fight for. There is a dream, a goal in their life. It's about the art of living a life. I have a dream and I really fight for it. But, not for all my dreams. There are two kinds of dream: the dream which is can be realized and vice verza. Let me ignore my dreams which can't be realized. Let me focus to my realistic dreams.

Only in Solo

Since I born, I just living life in Solo. Only in Solo. But, that didn't mean never leave Solo. Solo is my final destiny. There are my parents there. I promise to take care of them until death do us apart. I don't know who will dead first. As I know, death knows no age. 

In fact, I always live in Solo was not my desire. My father ask me to get education dan work just in this city. I didn't know why about his order. But, I had to obey the policy. Really heavy at first. Add more, there were ridicules from the big family. However, it's funny nowadays. In my thirty age and over, I can go home to meet my daddy and my mommy whenever I want. Thank you.

Fighting My Fear

Everyone has their own labels. I'm different from another person. Every person is also different from other people. I call myself an introvert. Do you know about it? It's so distinct with a man or a woman with an extrovert character. An introverted woman like me often hides away the feeling. But, I can show my sense after several moments. While I feel something, I think first. Then, I can utter after I think that my feeling deserved to be expressed. And it needs a long time. 

Yesterday, I was like not me. Easily, I showed my emotion instantly. It was not what I want. But, I think I must be a different person yesterday. Do you know why? It is because there was a nosy person who annoyed me openly. Whether I wanted it or not, I had to serve. Was I afraid at that time? Absolutely! But, I had to fight my fear. Alhamdulillah, God protected me at that time.