Realistic Dreams

Everyone has something to fight for. There is a dream, a goal in their life. It's about the art of living a life. I have a dream and I really fight for it. However, I don't strive to achieve all my dreams. There are two kinds of dreams: the dream that can be realized and vice versa. Let me ignore my dreams, which can't be realized. Let me focus on my realistic dreams.

Only in Solo

Since I was born, I have just been living life in Solo. Only in Solo. But that meant I would leave Solo. Solo is my final destiny. There are my parents there. I pledge to care for them until the end of our days. I don't know who will die first. As far as I know, death has no age. 

In fact, always living in Solo was not my desire. My father asked me to get an education and work just in this city. I didn't know why he ordered. But I had to obey the policy. Really heavy at first. Add more; there were ridicule from the big family. However, it's amusing nowadays. In my thirties and over, I can go home to meet my daddy and my mommy whenever I want. Thank you.

Fighting My Fear

Everyone has their labels. I'm different from another person. Every person is also different from other people. I call myself an introvert. Do you know about it? It's so distinct with a man or a woman with an extroverted character. An introverted woman like me often hides away the feeling. But I can show my sense after several moments. While I feel something, I think first. Then, I can utter it after I think that my feeling deserved to be expressed. And it needs a long time. 

Yesterday, I was like, "Not me." Easily, I showed my emotions instantly. It was not what I wanted. But I think I must have been a different person yesterday. Do you know why? It is because there was a nosy person who annoyed me openly. Whether I wanted it or not, I had to serve. Was I afraid at that time? Absolutely! But I had to fight my fear. Alhamdulillah, God protected me at that time.